gymnasticstar

whatever

2005-04-27T16:26:23Z

Oh my god. i have been in the hospital twice for cutting myself. i am going out with Marc Jasick. i spent the night at his house so many times though! i am a rebel i swear! i sneak out all the time. And i might quit smoking! that will be great when i do. i did quit drugs and drinking. Marc has been in the hospital a bunch of times because of his back and his liver. He actually quit EVERYTHING! i am so proud. i am also getting emancipated in in like 28 days. yes i get to leave my family. i am planning to move in with tiffany. shes like my sister. g2g back to marc's!love ya all.

GOD!!!

2005-04-11T22:20:54Z

hey guess what i am finally ungrounded! and randy did break up with me! Alex Stone keeps talking to me like bad talking and i just don't like it. now i like mark jasick. but it probably won't last that long just a fling. Everybody is losing it. i mean now my family lets me do what ever i want and my friends well they pretty much are gone and everybody calls me whore slut etc. and i don't even do anything to provoke that. but i guess i am doing ok now. i am gonna quit smoking after i finish my last packs. eventually i am gonna be a normal girl. no drugs smoking maybe a drink once and a while but nothing else.

PROBLEM! with A. Stone

2005-03-16T14:15:03Z

Hello, oh my god i swear to god i hate alex stone. She yelled down the hall "sara randy doesn't want to go out with you anymore" i turned around and said what the heck. All first hour i was crying hoping it wasn't true. but i still don't if its true i don't see him for another hour and a half or so. I love him to death and i would be devistated if it were true! God save me!

I pray to you that i hope this isn't true, i pray to you yes i do. i pray to you that i am not that fine. i pray to you and i hope he's still mine. i pray to you in hopes you'll help me. i pray to you of what i could be. I pray to you, i pray, i pray, i pray.
In hopes of praying maybe everything will be fine. but because it is in my life it probably won't be. Randy is the only thing in my life right now that means something to me, if he breaks up with me i will have nothing, nobody. And i might as well jusst roll over and die, because there is nothing left for me.

hello?

2005-03-05T03:42:59Z

hey how is everyone? I am getting a tan. My hair is done and i am not at my house! I cut my leg shaving. I am at my cousins house she is sooo cool! and yeah it is late and i feel great. I am gonna teach my cousin kelli how to dance. (she wants to know how) well viva la bam is on ttyl